Not sure if I'd call it courage. but thanks.

It was more of a financial decision than not wanting to build a kit. I like to tinker, so it works out well in the end.
The enormity of the project has been playing a part in my mindset too. Kind of a "What the heck have I gotten myself into?" thought pattern. I've got to stay focused on the part in front of me, not the plane as a whole.
Right now, I'm starting to stress a bit over bending the wing spars and buying the tools I need to assemble it. I've got access to a break, I have the material. All I need to do now is to actually bend them up.